The Awakening

Just when i think life's perfect i hit a curb and BOOM back to the drawing board lady. But it seems that my life is getting better now. I realised id lost the most important thing while delving deep into the pits of "love"...Myself. I'd become someone i was not by trying to change myself for someone else. But oh heck atleast i learnt a few things along the way so it was'nt a total waste. I got to thinking and did a bit of soul searching about what i really want for myself. I see my family around me and i have my work, true im living oceans apart from home and friends but im still where i want to be in life.

The funniest part of it all is im not even hurting. I actually feel like i finally achived freedom (funny ain't it). Yep i feel like im back again. The wacky zany crazy Z who's always upto some mischief and always smiling and making other ppl smile along. I'm hoping to achieve so much in this life so many goals and ambitions to fulfill. Seems there arent enough hours in a day.

Life is wonderful and beautiful when you're happy and not obsessing or tensing yourself over something you can never change. I'm glad my life is getting back on track and i'm living and enjoying every moment of it. Seems i had forgotten how to laugh and now ive gotten it back.

They say it's always the small things from everyday life you remember the most about a person.
I think when it's my time to go from this world (which wont be for years so dont worry) i'll most be remembered for my smile.